Dedicated to ummi and abah

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Em everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

im gonna get married tak lama lagi.. in few months time InshaAllah.. tak lama lagi hak milik diri ini akan bertukar dari hakmilik ummi abah, jadi hak milik mr fadhil-suami-to-be. i really feel thankful and grateful for all the things they had done for me.. for the love, the care, the happiness, the patience, and for everything.. every single thing they had done for me, that i cant even pay back.. just by thinking about them moved me to tears.. agak-agaknye bile hari nikah nanti nangis tak? both elder sisters of mine tak nangis pun mase nikah. hepi je. but i wonder camne lah time aku nanti ek... but i think i will cry hehe.

ummi abah, thank you..thank you so much for these 23 years of raising me with love and patience.. i love both of you so much and just so you know, now I'm Everything I am, Because You Loved Me.

thank you

May Allah bless you!

love,
The princess

teguhkan aku tuhan

Aku tidak seteguh mana…

Aku bukan malaikat

yang tidak dikurnia perasaan..

Aku bukan nabi

Yang punya keimanan dan ketaqwaan yang amat tinggi..

Aku hanya manusia biasa..

Imanku mungkin hanya senipis kulit bawang..

Taqwaku mungkin hanya ibarat percikan renyai hujan

Yang tidak mampu memadamkan api yang marak.

Ah

Aku ini hanya manusia lemah..

Hanya bergantung dan menagih kekuatan dariNYA..

Allah…

Tolong teguhkan aku..

Kurniakan aku keimanan dan ketaqwaan yang tinggi

Yang mampu menghapuskan segala kebathilan.

Harapan setinggi gunung ini ku taburkan

Hanya padaMU..

Izinkan aku untuk menjadi hambamu yang bertaqwa..

Sesungguhnya..

Aku lemah tanpa MU..

May Allah bless you!

love,
The princess

update cerita kawen ^^

In the name of Allah the most gracious

Assalamualaikum!

it have been such a long time since my last entry.. err not really long actually.. a month or two maybe. just to announce that am already engaged-already sumone's fiance! -unbelievable- =O
Alhamdulillah everything went well. Alhamdulillah.

update nak kawen ni.. alhamdulillah hal2 hantaran dah settle. dah beli semua and dah exchange the barangs with him. we both agreed to go for the fewest dulang of hantaran. which is 5-5. but maybe i will add 1 more dulang for him. so 5-6. i think '5' is the smallest number of dulang hantaran. yakah? tak penah dengar org bg hantaran 1 atau 3 dulang pun. my hantaran things are kasut, handbag+ purse, makeup set, watch (ni hadiah dari ummi abah), and the last dulang will be buah or cake or cholate-this one dulang dia akan tambah snirik. gambar my barangs tak sempat nk tgkp. lagi pun malas nak tgkp. so later lah bile dah kawen baru bg tgk hahaha.

hantarans untuk mr fiance pulak adelah kasut, watch, jubah+kopiah, kemeja+pant, and the other two dulangs will be makanan. untuk hantaran ni both of us decided to buy our own things and then exchange bende2 tu. its easier that way. so now barang2 semua dah ade. tinggal nak hias2 jadi hantaran je. inshaAllah kakak will help me in decorating the dulangs.

ape lagi pasal kawen ek.... ha, about MAHAR. mahar is ape2 yang pengantin perempuan mintak yang wajib ditunaikan oleh pihak lelaki. it can b anything. kalo bakal laki mu kaye raye, boleh la mintak kereta lamborghini, umah bungalow, tanah berekar-ekar. tapi kalo bakal laki mu tu tak mampu, mintalah mengikut sekadar kemampuannya sahaja ya. tapi kalo bakal laki tu kaye gile dan kamu pulak tanak lah mintak secara menggila, pun tak mengapa.. ape2 pun up to pengantin pompuan nak ape. for my part, mintak 1 je. cube teka amende... jeng jeng jeng... hihi. aku mintak surah ar-rahman dekat dy. he needs to memorize the surah hehe. mahar yang lain tu mcm yg dah ditetapkan oleh negeri selangor iaitu RM300. then he will give me a bracelet inshaAllah. but tats not part of mahar. just a gift from him (he said).

okes tats all for now. till the next entry.chau.

May Allah bless you!

love,
The princess